GavinBelfast

Thinking out loud and not making with Gavin of the Gee And Jay Radio Show.

We’ve mentioned it on the show, there have been times when I wanted to end the show, because we didn’t have any listeners, that isn’t the case now, we’re at the stage where we have a small core of loyal listeners, I’m very happy that we’ve managed that, for me, that’s pretty fuckin’ cool and does make the work I put into the show very much worthwhile.

There’s a lot I want to do with the show, growth is a major goal, it’s not about money, I work a full-time job and even though the pay is poor, it keeps a roof over my families head. No, I want more listeners because, as I said, it’s cool to have fans, to know that there are actual people who want to hear what I (and James) have to say. That’s not something I’ve ever had, apart from my childhood friends, I don’t think the people I’ve socialised with have thought “I really hope Gavin shows up soon”, I don’t know if that’s down to me as a person or the people I choose to be around. I do know that I spent 5 years with the same group of people and for 4 of those years I wandered why I was there, I knew for a fact I wouldn’t be missed if I wasn’t there. So I guess I crave acceptance, who doesn’t? I have a need for people to need me, I’m happiest when I’m with my wife and my daughter so I’m assuming I just want more of that, talk about being needy.

Abrupt end… Best of luck, Gavin.

(Source: geeandjayshow.com)